Four states of mind

I never thought this would cause so much pain
I never thought you would lie to me once again
I never thought you would give up on me
What is it that you can't see?

They never believed in me
They will never set me free
Although they hold the key
They won't let me be

I am walking in this blurry state
Watching the people's hate
Screaming without any sound at all
Wanting the bright red blood on the wall

Feeling sacrifised, lost and forgotten
Inside, I am feeling rotten
What is happening to me? Am I descending?
Is this what they call "a happy ending"?

I don't really think so, cause this is wrong
I can't do this, can't fight - I'm not that strong ....

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